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Send me some Snow please! All I have here is grey days and rainā¦rainā¦rain ![]()
Pain. My back wonāt stop hurting -.-
Inspired ![]()
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Relaxed ![]()
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Tired but feeling content that i hwve made the right decision to give up drinking poison for my mental and physical health to improve.
Readyā¦to be more present today.
Unmotivated && Nervous!!
I should be getting ready for my 1st IOP class!!
But here I lay all comfy like, wrapped up in my nice warm blanket!!
I feel very upset and nervous.
I would like to change jobs even though I am working now as a manager over a pretty big company.
I feel that there is no more potential where to grow in this company, I feel like opening my own business, but that will involve a lot of headache.
So I am very confused and lost in thoughts.
In most cases when I feel this way, I will run to act out within my addiction.
Starting your own business sounds good. Itāll give you something to focus on. Donāt give in to the drink. You will regret it and kick yourself for it.
Wiggly jiggly
Wonāt let me type one word soā¦super
Hopefull- I was able to stay clean all weekend Iām hopeful that for the new week Iāll be able to stay that way
Crushed
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Hmm thatās a bold feeling. How early are you into this? Is what is crushing you something you need to work on accepting ? No answer really needed just throwing my thoughts out there.
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Fantaticness
Last week something happened that made me have to face the fact I have an issue with drinking and that when I drink I hurt the people I care about most when I do⦠Someone who was involved in it but that I havenāt spoken to since the incident walked past me, we nodded and passed each other whereas before we would have stopped and chatted⦠Itās Killin me coz I donāt actually remember the incident only what Iv been told. I feel so horrible, like the worst person in the world