Yes, thanks @Eke.
I probably didn’t word it right. But you have done it far better than me. I was trying to distance AA from the church but didn’t quite do it right I think.
I attended my first AA meeting this morning. It was an “All Women’s” meeting and in an area of town that I knew would provide diversity and hopefully another woman with my circumstances that I could identify with. It did not disappoint. I’m not big into organized religion. I was the only 1st time AA meeting person there. I introduced myself, shaking, and my eyes were opened that there are many out there like me. I also do online Smart Recovery meetings. No one judged me for that. I live in a very conservative and Old Testament God midwestern State, but there are pockets of areas where I know that they are more open minded then that. My first meeting was like hitting the lottery. A few of the ladies after shared other meetings I should attend through the week that share my values. I just wanted to share my experience as I was beyond pleasantly surprised. I’m fortunate to live in a city that provides over 500 meetings a day. There is a meeting out there for everyone, even those that aren’t “religious”.
Even if religion wasn’t mentioned me personally wouldn’t feel comfortable face to face talking I’m not shy just embarrassed, I’m obviously not as strong as I think I am or that wouldn’t worry me, I’m on day 10 so whatever I’m doing is working, if I fail this attempt, WHICH I WON’T, I think I would have to admit to myself I need some outside help. So far this group is working. Thanks again people.
AA. Spiritual therapy that has helped this chronic alcoholic achieve nearly 15 months of sobriety with relative ease, and has given me a life beyond my wildest expectations
I used to absolutely rubbish it until I actually sat down and listened and identified.
Give it a shot. Nothing to lose
Well done on 15 months, I got there once but starting again now. No mistakes this time.
Please know I’m not calling you out specifically. I meant to just send a general reply, not just to you. My apologies about that.
still, an interesting read.