How do you deal with the fears of what might have happened while you were drunk. I got hammered on Saturday and I don’t remember really anything, but I might have done something stupid. It’s plaguing my thoughts and having OCD only makes it worse. This is one of the reasons I drink because my mind never stops…ugh.
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@Matto224 @Oliverjava thank you for your insight. It’s reassuring to know that someone else understands what I’m dealing with. It’s a nightmare, I’ve had OCD for as far back as I can remember. I’m a type O as well, but I still have ticks. When I mix boos and my meds it’s like a Dr. Jekyll Mr Hide transformation. I’m not violent, but my actions are those of someone I can’t even understand. It’s ironic, because I know this happens, but I want my mind to just stop going a thousand miles a minute. Like right now. I know now, or more appropriately accept that alcohol is only making things worse. It just sucks.
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