So, today I am currently taking a drive four hours away from home to see a cardiologist for a cardioechogram and I am scared. This is what I have to face after all my using. The damage is a hard pill to swallow. I really wish I had taken heed on the warnings before hand and had just listened! I hope it’s not as bad as it feels! My heart hurts physically and emotionally. What hard pill have you all had to swallow when you finally cleaned up? However the issues I am facing now I am greatful that I am clean enough to be able to face my consequences and handle them as a responsible adult. Prayers the damage isnt too bad!
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I’m so sorry to hear that you are going through this right now, that sounds very scary. I hope that you will be ok and I admire your perspective to get through this tough time. 
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Goodluck , i took many hits as well
But what cant kill me makes me stronger!
See it as a motivation to enjoy your recovery!
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I’m not sure if it’s a TOE I hope not…