I don’t even want to contact my sponsor. I don’t want her to convince me otherwise. I just crave it. 37 days down the drain
I honestly do not know. I started drinking. And just feel like " one last time" kind of thing. I miss the feeling the smell everything about cocaine
Belive in your self @MissComplicated you have a choice its in your power to choose. But to use again it wont help anything. IT will only Hurt you more and might convince you to use one more time as for me if i make a choice of using again i end up dead . What good is it in that, absolutely nothing … i wont throw my life into the dark… hope is everything
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I ended up not using. Mostly because my plans ended up being later then they were supposed to be. & I ended up just going to bed.
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Sometimes just going to bed is the best answer. Even if you toss and turn. Shut your brain down, turn out the lights and give your soul a rest!