Porn is ruining my life (carrot)

Hi, im 23 years old and I’ve been watching porn for about 12-13 years now. I’ve always read into NOFAP and stuff like that but I’ve never taken it seriously. Until now. I am with my girlfriend of 6 months and I haven’t stopped. I’ve gone as far as masturbaiting with a cam model. It hurt my girlfriend’s feelings (obviously) but she stayed with me. Recently I got lead into a TikTok trap. It seems nothing but cam models show up on my for you live. I joined a live and asked for a countdown “they countdown from 10 and at 0 you b*st) I felt extremely guilty and decided to quit that day. But I told my girlfriend the next day (today) she’s crushed. And I’ve hurt her twice now and she’s been nothing but kind to me. I’m not sure if she will stay with me but this is the reason I will be taking this seriously again. JOI isn’t normal whatsoever but my infected mind seems to love it. Anyways this is me being accountable. Day 2

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Welcome to the TS Community @Carot

Glad that you could be here. There are many threads regarding this addiction.

If you hit the magnifying glass at the top you can search keywords to find them.

You’re not alone here. There are many people who are here for this exact reason.

Hi,

When i tell you im 100% understand your situation, i get it. I got exposed at age 7/8, been struggling from age 20-42. It’s hard.

Tiktok algorithm understands what you like based on how long your on these videos. The longer your on these videos or like these videos, that’s all your going to get. The real question is, why is a porn addict on tiktok? I have your struggle. I can’t be on social media. It has to go for me to grow. I can’t tell you what to do but you have to start out of harms way. I have this form i want you to read on the group i started in here. I tagged you on the group. Check it out and let me know what you think.

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