Pot backstabbed me

I had pot dreams for a long time

I’m 413 days no form of weed or CBD hemp no weed at all

I felt so.strong about the substance I dreamt about it

My last dream I had about it
I was in a sweatshop bagging little bags of weed. The temperature was very hot. W le had a break and someone took there own bag of weed and everyone smoked except me. I asked for some from different people and they all said no. They were all sitting around, laughing smoking blunts and wouldn’t let me join. Then I woke up and I was so happy I didn’t relapse

Pot backstabbed me
It promised popularity
Fun times
Good feelings

Ended in
Obsession
Mental health issues
Addiction and dependence
Pain
Withdrawal
Anger
Sadness
No1 trusting me
No self-esteem

And a lot more pain

I’m ligit pissed at pot
I absolutely hate it

I also respect it’s power
It’s too power for me

The last time I smoked I wigged out in anger for hours

You think your not addicted
Have someone with a new THC vape let everyone smoke but you
Have someone tell you no and not let you ever smoke with them

Have a teenager steel your money when you try and buy

See how you feel

That rant is for everyone
Anger is so included

@MNfast
@Butterflymoonwoman
@Lezourez
@Dazercat
@JVKE
@Misokatsu
@admins can we turn this post to a new thred

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Done. I chose the title for you, I think you can change it by yourself, let me know if you can’t.

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Heyyyy. :slight_smile:
I appreciate it

I felt very strong about what it promised and what I got

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