guys i’m so proud of myself, today is almost 62 days, road to 90! there were hard days where i cried all day and i felt really lonely and the only thing i wanted to do was go out and drink to forget everything, all the shit i had to put up with over the years but i would have made a slash to myself and my family… the most beautiful message was written by my dad, with whom I have recovered the relationship for 6 years, “I AM PROUD OF YOU”, no gin tonic, no cocaine is worth seeing your family proud of you, looking in the mirror and starting to accept and love me, in June I will start psychotherapy for my borderline spectrum syndrome which has led me to abuse everything… can’t wait to be more proud of myself.
Hug e love.
Denise.
