Hey all
I’ve been on this “antidepressant” for possibly…10 years.
I decided to stop taking it a couple days ago, because I am attributing most of the negative effects I am experiencing, to this drug. Massive weight gain. I can put on 10 pounds without trying in just a couple of days even with working out and eating one medium sized meal a day. Lo and behold, doxepin does this. I had gone down from 215 to 200 and then in 2 days back to 210.
Doxepin is also considered an antipsychotic, although I have never had psychotic episodes, just manic or depressive episodes. I think my psych though it would help with bipolar. Well, it just makes me numb and feel stupid.
I decided, cold turkey on this. I had previously tried to taper off it, but the lack of sleep was driving me nuts, even on a lower dosage, so what this requires is ripping a bandaid off very fast
Day 2 and I have already noticed changes. Basically 10 or 12 years ago, I was still considered a teenager…just barely.
My brain feels very similar to what it felt like when I was that age
Which…gotta say, wow. I didn’t know it was possible to experience the freshness of life so vividly like I have been deprived of for 10 years.
This one I am committed to just quitting. I don’t want it anymore…
I just needed somewhere to post this. Thanks
Edit: I guess I should also add that I have been on tons of different antidepressants and none of them worked, so I am just going to try none from now on unless ill effects set in