Hi. I’m new here. I’m really trying to make it an intention of mine to quit smoke weed and smoke tobacco. I feel like it’s taking up a lot of my money. I use when im bored. I don’t drink often but when I do I smoke. When I wake up it’s the first thing I do next to using the bathroom. The last thing I do before bed, sometimes wake up in the middle of the night just to hit the bong. I don’t want to be so reliant on weed. I know I don’t care for tobacco but it is apart of the process. I want to be more proactive with my dogs. Myself. I’m writing this I guess to hold myself accountable. I smoked this morning with the intentions of last night being my last time. I also use the fact my bf smokes as an excuse. But I can’t use excuses anymore. I have to make the uncomfortable change for myself for; my future self. I appreciate anyone who decided to read this today. Send me some positive vibes. Motivation quotes or just tap in.
Hope everyone has a blessed day.
-Emmy