And I would like to add a thread worth reading too:What's YOUR plan? maybe you already checked it out?
I had a few relapses myself and they where all around 3 months. So I made a plan how to get myself further then that. Here’s how I did it 2 years sober and what helped me to get there: My doc (drug of choice) is alcohol, but there are loads of simularities.
I know you are feeling down and sad today but try to focus on the “now” instead of the past ore future.
Today is the magic word in recovery 
So don’t hate yourself but put all that anger and energy in the change you wanna make.
You can do it, I believe in you and we are all here to support you!
