Oh that sounds so messy and frustrating. I am sorry for that. As Mno said, you are not alone. We are here…with our messy families and holiday expectations as well. What a time! I hope you know drinking or using won’t solve a thing, only make you feel worse. You have been working so hard for 8 months…keep going and growing.
I like the idea of finding some in real life support. Mno offered some suggestions, you can find other communities to check out in this thread…
Sometimes we need more communities of like minded people to help sustain us. We are definitely stronger together.
Glad you reached out! 