Hi there…
Last time I wrote here was last year October22 and I was on the journey to sobriety. I was doing well, I had ups and downs but I could handle it.
Since then I’ve lost my partner Nov23, lost my cousin June25 and 3 weeks ago I just lost my aunt who raised me. I am so lost and basically struggling, work is horrible too and I’ve found comfort in a glass of wine.
1 glass turns to a glass of something else and then something else. I think when it got scary for me is when I’d wake up at 2am in my bed and I’d be sooo scared that how did I get home! I’d be so upset with myself and talk down to myself because how can I put my life at risk, if something happens to me that’s it my son is an orphan.
Anyway I just wanted to vent on here.
Tired of feeling weak.
