I’m sorry about the relapses, I know it sucks.
Try to add something to your recovery. If you chance nothing, nothing changes 
Recovery is hard work, not just not picking up.
You haven’t been very active here on the forum, maybe upgrate that?
What I think is a good read is:What's YOUR plan? ore
Resources for our recovery.
So dust yourself of and get into action mode, you can do it! 
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