I had been on a solid path to recovery, staying alcohol and weed-free for 9 months and 20 days, and cigarette-free for the past 24 days. However, on October 20, 2024, during a visit to my in-laws, I faced a challenging situation. My brother-in-law invited me for drinks, and despite the progress I had made, I gave in. This experience underscored the critical importance of learning to say no and avoiding high-risk situations during recovery.
That night, I drank heavily and was filled with regret afterward. The consequences were severe. I spent a lot of money and made poor choices. After leaving my in-laws, I went to a spa, consumed more alcohol, and further derailed my progress.
When I returned to my in-laws’ home on November 10 to celebrate the birth of my son, I made the mistake of continuing to drink, leading to a five-day binge. By November 26, I found myself drinking almost half a bottle daily and visiting inappropriate places.
On November 28, I encountered an old friend smoking weed. Temptation took over, and I relapsed. Since then, I have been consuming weed, alcohol, and cigarettes heavily. This relapse has been a stark reminder of the ongoing challenges of recovery and the need to seek support and refocus on my journey to sobriety.
On November 30th, I made the mistake of using drugs again, along with alcohol and weed, while spending time with the wrong crowd.
I found myself back on the same destructive path, and it’s frustrating to see all my progress wiped away, forcing me to start over from day one. When someone embarks on a sober journey, there’s a point where they begin to feel normal again and regain confidence. Unfortunately, I let my guard down by associating with someone who was drinking, and for an addict, even one misstep can unravel everything.
Now, as a father who deeply loves his child, I am more determined than ever to leave those old habits behind. I refuse to go back to that life. From 01st December 2024,
I am recommitting to my sober journey, starting again with a fresh resolve.
