Well this has to be the craziest week of my life
Me and my wife had to move in with her grandparents. If it wasn’t for them she would be homeless right now. She really wanted me to move in with her so I said ok and I’m here
I relapsed on weed and alcohol yesterday and set my timer to today
My goal is to stay sober and quit the nicotine.
I’m the only one who smokes cigs at her place so I feel very out of place with smoking nicotine.
Let’s try quitting once again. I hope I can get it this time
Hope is not a plan for sobriety.
Life is always going to be life. It’s always going to have its challenges. What are you going to do differently so that you don’t relapse at the first inconvenience you face?
Youve had a stressful week for sure my friend. Glad that the two of you could move together.
Great that you came back here and are resetting your timer(s)…only for cigarettes at this time or for cigs/alcohol/weed? You are stronger than you think.
It will be easier to quit smoking if no one else around you is doing so. How about the alcohol- do the grandparents drink - drink frequently? Is weed readily available for you?
Its best to cut them all at once since youve been doing so great so far…dont let these addictions hold you down.
Find meetings, activities to keep you busy, therapy if needed to help you cope with life stresses…these addictions will never be helpful.
Wishing you the best! Stay strong my friend!
You know you are one of the people I dread hearing about my relaps yet prob the most comfortable person I could get a message from
There are no alcohol or pot or cigs available where I’m at and her grandparents are a little strict
I need to come up with a plan when I’m close to messing up but it will tough to mess up.
I could be dropped at the South Pole and be drunk within an hour if that’s where my head is at. It doesn’t matter where I’m at or what I’m doing I always need to have a defense against that first one. For me once I got a sponsor and worked the steps I have not had a single craving to drink. I have been through marriage, divorce, births of my children and deaths of my friends and never once has the thought of a drink crossed my mind.
Great to see and hear you didn’t give up. Take it one say at a time.
This post was made the day after my last drink
Wow
I didn’t quiet the nicotine at that time and I had a terrible relapse of pot in the future
One month i made this thred i got my full time job and off SSI
One month after i got my job
I found out me and my wifes baby was in her belly and the baby was there when i made this thred and no1 knew lol
Now hes a healthy hellyan of a 2year4month old lol
I owe my wife my life
And that set aside
I promised her my life when we got married
I did end up smoking my nic vape box too during this time. I actually had it delivered. How sick is that?
I read this thred and it hurts
I have my one last run in me, but as long as i dont pick up, i have the power of choice
And my terrible relaps set aside on sept 12th 2024
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.. and the massive amounts of cbd i smoked when i got a wiff of the chance
Yeah i was gone