So I was one month and 2 weeks clean and just relapsed last night going to detox today so I can stay in rehab and finish it but one thing I realized I did good is I immediately called my program manager and told him I relapsed and being honest about a relapse for me is huge cuz I’d just keep using and run and go back to the old me but I’m not and was honest and am going to detox cuz I want help and to learn to cope with my emotions I chose to numb up for this time of year cuz relapse cannot longer be in my equation and journey to sobriety but anyways I regret relapseing but there’s a reason why I need to experience this relapse idk maybe I am wrong but anyways thank you so much for letting me spill my mind a lil bit for y’all
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Well done for calling your program manager. You’ve got this mate.
Best of luck 
Thank you bro