Hey @MajorG33k and welcome to this sane corner of the internet! To break the cycle you gotta want it. It can’t be an option, have an expiration date or any exceptions to it. They say we gotta Put as much Effort into your Recovery as you did into your Drinking
Here are some resources to get you started: Resources for our recovery
Podcasts and books were my thing in the early days, anything informative and (auto)biographical that I could relate to.
There is a daily check-in thread with a lot of regulars for accountability
Checking in daily to maintain focus #43
I wish you the best!