I went 3 days without any alcohol smoking cigarettes or gambling but then I caved and now once again I’m risking ilife and my livelihood and I don’t know what to do but I’m going to do what the devil tells me to its hard. Everyday I think about what’s what’s right and what’s wrong but I always choose the wrong choice the devil the angel are both on my shoulders but the devil always wins no matter what I do help if u can
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It sounds like you need to check out some programs. Support and accountability helps with recovery and it sounds like you need both.
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You need help. Get on a list for a treatment facility:
https://findtreatment.samhsa.gov/
And while you’re on the list, join a recovery group. Go to meetings every day, even when you don’t want to. You can go to more than one meeting a day. Some people do 3 or 4. You have permission to do anything safe a d legal to stay sober.
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