Really struggling with gratitude this morning. Just fucking struggling. Thought I’d come out and watch the sunrise because I know I can find gratitude here. So I’m grateful for this.
And this.
I’m grateful for this wonderful TS app and this beautiful community.
I’m grateful for my coffee.
I’m grateful for the smell of fresh coffee beans when you open a brand new bag. Stumptown Hairbender.
I’m grateful I get to live in the desert.
I’m grateful for the addict in my life as a constant reminder not to pick up that first drink.
Don’t do it guys. Reach out for help.
I’m grateful I’m finally at a point in my life where I just cannot do it the way I’ve been doing it.
I’m grateful I believe there is always more support out there if we just fucking ask for it.
God. Help me to surrender to her addiction, my addiction, and seek more help. And if you got time take away my fears.
