Single moms /even dads in recovery and the struggle

So glad that I happened on this thread today.
I am 63 days sober and clean today! proud of myself yet feeling currently numb and out of sorts. I am having difficulty with motivation and just doing the basics ie. Cleaning and cooking. Let alone budgeting, homework etc. My three children are independent and seem to be doing well and understand my current journey as I was in treatment for 26 days. Yet I am not functioning as I thought I would be. Having an understanding of PAWS and knowing that it takes time, faith and work as I had been drinking/ using for more than half of my life. I have the willingness to keep going one day at a time.