Step 6: We were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character
I have only just started but I ran into this old familliar response of mine to question everything and I feel as if I am missing something. I am ready and I believe it to be possible. Offcourse not all at once or fast. ”Maybe not even in many lifetimes/lives” but who knows about these things, right? And so my sponsor was like, -so you think it is possible? Me: Yes offcourse. I am ready. Im doing this. And he was like, well he didnt actually say that it was impossible but he implied that basically it was. And hey, Im not trying to be perfect (or am I?), Im just human, eh well, well it is beside the point. Im not more or less then anyone else but I got torn. I believe in God. Why wouldnt it be possible? Im not questioning God, nor my sponsor and well so I guess then I am questioning myself. Fine. That is probably a good idea. I feel like if I am pushing this it will be one of these things I may look back on to learn from my mistakes. And to be honest, I am starting to feel exclusive. I know I am not but this feeling… My Ego feeds of this and try to make me special. Special good or special bad, all the same. Hmm 
Aha! Cought it. God help me rid myself from my Ego. So that I can be of service to others.
Any of you got any advice on how to approach this step?
Thanks 
