Day 12 today feom benzo herion and booze, I’m so tired BC I’m not overly sleeping its the first day them inner voices are telling me to go sort myself out, and I’m replying no I know where it leads to, but I’m not gona lie I’m struggling ALOT.
Stay strong 12 days is awesome !!! Everyday sober is another day alive and getting better, I’m on 13 days today
I would like to say I am proud of you taking this step towards a better life, a life you deserve. Embrace your struggle friend as that means your are doin the right things.
It is hard to be your best it is hard to try your best what’s easy is your worst what’s easy is “sorting yourself out” as you mentioned above. It is only natural to take the easy way as humans so don’t think your wrong or weak for having thoughts of going back.
Your are actually quite strong not many know what it’s like to fight the battle you currently are. Those of us that do like myself are right here with you. It’s not easy because it’s not supposed to be. It’s life, you have to fight for the future want nobody but you can make that future so go fucking get it!! think about what you are goin to do today that will make tomorrow better