Today is day 9! I’m one day away from the longest I’ve gone with out alcohol. Coffee & work are my best friends 
Yesterday was really really hard. Me and my boyfriend of 8 years have been fighting to get him off paper and we finally did it! Was a HUGE HUGE WIN! But the last few years we talked all the time about how we were going to celebrate and getting sober took all that away and so I couldn’t celebrate with him like I wanted to and that was very very frustrating. Spent alot of time crying in bed just trying to not drink. And I did it. I got through it and I really didn’t think I would. I really feel like after the breakdown that that was all I needed, a good meltdown. Feeling much better today and was already feeling better last night. I know I’m going to have so many more moments like that but I have more confidence in myself now. 