Welcome and congratulations on 5 months every day we donāt pick up is a great day!
Welcome to the triple digits club itās my first time in this club, I expect it to be a short stay, only 999 days
Heya!!!
Welcome to TS and congrats on your 5 months!
Sobriety looks great on ya Jenn.
Congrats on 99 days.
I was always so pissed off I couldnāt drink anymore. I always put my gangsta rap, my āangryā playlist and power angry walk my ass off. Me and Eminem spent a lot of time together in my head. Iām not pissed off any more. It feels great. And I can always drive with zero alcohol in my system.
Stick around the support here is great.
Congratulations on your 5 months Corbin. Looking great
Thank you!!! Yeah definitely felt the resentment and anger this time. It wonāt stop me from trying another vacation down the road though. You make me feel very much less alone and āweirdā. Thank you!
I still donāt belive your a day over 21 so youthful!!
Thank you dear. I guess Fairy pixies doesnāt age. Well joke aside my grandmother always looked very youthful, my aunt claims that Iām a copy of her. My uncle says itās my energy and curiosity because itās equal to a childās. And my husband says itās because Iām short. So I guess Iām just lucky.
You look wonderful and all ready for combined Midsummer and 300 day celebration! Big congratulations! Your meal looks greatā¦ and so does your mini you!
Looking great as usual Sophia. Nice to see ya.
Thank you so much. That mini Me boy is an exact copy of his Pa. Heās got nothing from me except probably his need for adventure and foodie trait. But the looks is all Pa.
Thank you I didnāt eventually also manage to find a Pink summer dress. Donāt worry Iām still working on it. Thereāll be more.
You went to the gym not being sober??
I used to all the time when I was abusing adderall Drink at night, then a solid dose of the olā amphetamine salts in the morning. Off to the gym not long after.
Back then, taking a 4-5x dose of adderall was the only way I could get to the gym in the morning after a night of drinking. Hell even on a non-hangover day Iād do it. It took a month or so to adjust to lifting without it. Amphetamine abuse actually can contribute to muscle breakdown, so between that and the drinking ā I was really working against myself.
Super dangerous, too. One of many reasons Iām surprised I never had any cardiac damage from my past dumbassery.
Iām probably naĆÆve and it happens more than I think. I never considered going if I was buzzed.
Thatās why adderall abuse was such a slippery thing for me, at least. It was a very functional high. Working, lifting, manual labor, driving, social events, whatever. It made it all āeasierā. That is, until you get to the point where your jaw is clenched shut, you rely on gin and vodka to fall asleep, you get palpitations, and youāre sweating through your shirt in winter time while doing nothing. Itās hellish once the euphoria no longer happens and youāre just left with the unpleasant effects of the stimulant.
No way I could go lifting drunk. Or, for example, thereās always a few people in my gym who smell like they just had a blunt before they came in. Lifting stoned sounds like a nightmare to me, lol.
Yes!!!
The first time i quit drinking I went to Ocean City with some friends and they were ordering drinks and Iām drinking soda or virgin cocktails,
It pissed me off,
This time around I avoided the situation at first, but now I see a bunch of obnoxious drunks around me and Iām thinking, fuck that was me??? Damn