Sober selfie of my insides today. I spent four years wishing for this baby. I drank to mask the hurt feelings when my husband wasn't ready to try and then continued drinking the feelings each month it didn't happen once he was ready. Over the course of four years, I wreaked havoc on my fertility and then drank because of it... the never ending addict cycle.
Sober life is EVERYTHING! After four long years, my dreams are coming true. It's only been 107 days but with lots of self-work, fresh juices, clean eating and fitness, I'm growing a healthy baby with a strong, steady heartbeat.