So far it has yes that and i decided indont want to die of fentanyl overdose nor do i want to be using drano when i get 60
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Hey everyone… I’ve been not so great and really wanted to stay away from here but I think that ultimately made things worse… I have not been in a good headspace and I am back at day 1…. I didn’t know how much this community meant to me and when I deactivated my account I was mad, hurt and wanted to shut everything and everyone out… I hate that I do that and I want to still keep my place here with you all if you would allow me 
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Aw I’m sorry that happened chica. I’m glad you’re back, though. If there’s something specific we can support you with let us know. Coming back here and being straight and honest is a great start. Hugs.
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If I could hug through the screen I would. Thank you @RosaCanDo
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It’s a very lonely feeling. I really needed my people thank you @Lorelai
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It happens. A lot. So glad you are back. 
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Here for you! You were missed, people were asking. Reach out when you’re struggling and find a lesson in this experience. There is most certainly one or several lessons there.
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Literally can’t control the tears … thank you so much
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Welcome back !!!
You were missed!
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You have no idea how much I have missed you guys 
I need this community more than I thought
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I will most likely just post here because I’m really only comfortable here on this thread rn. I want to be with my people and keep it like that for awhile I think.
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That’s smart. Keep yourself safe, chica.
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most definitely
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Welcome back @anon59754122 
You were missed 
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Missed you all so so much!
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And you rock @anon59754122. We are all human together and we can only live one step at a time - that’s the human way. You are human and you matter and you belong
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@Matt that means so much to me. Today has been a tearful day. Some happy and some not. Thank you for being you
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Being human is like being a seed. We all know that a seed makes a tree (or other plant). But in that process of growth the seed is completely destroyed.
You are growing. You are in the process of shedding your seed form, letting it go, letting it pass, so you can become the mature, fruitful, flowering plant you are born to be.
Growing from seed to tree is painful and it is scary (and it takes effort and time and faith - not of the religious type; I mean faith that there is a path, there is a future, there is a pattern and a destination to this growth).
Growing is hard, in every way.
The fact you’re tearing up shows me how close you are, to your next phase. It is a sign of how deeply committed you are, of how much you want this, of how scared you are but also of how determined you are. You are finding your resolve, deep down, and you will succeed in this next step forward.
You are not alone. You are never alone. You carry in your bones and your blood and your brain, all the power and the wisdom of the women, the people, the ancestors who helped bring you into the world today. You have thousands of years of this strength flowing in you, every day. I know you don’t feel it. But it is there, always.
You will make it. I have never met someone with your courage and commitment, who doesn’t make it.
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I feel very alone but I know I’m not when I’m here. Thank you for that beautifully put example. Can I save that?
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