In the beginning, I NEEDED to get sober. The chaos that came with drinking had to end.
I just realized it’s now a choice. I am consciously deciding to stay sober because I WANT to.
Anybody who’s struggling, I promise you it’s worth the fight. If you are under the impression that you think clearly and feel better phsyically after abstaining for a few days, wait un till you go weeks or months. I think sobriety is a gift that keeps giving.
Alcohol is a poison, it doesn’t just destroy your mind, it destroys your entire body.
Thanks for the encouragement! I guess I thought when I stop I will just magically feel better. Not the case after 15 days, but I’m pushing through one day at a time.