Spiritual crisis/ awakening/calling!

Going through a crazy time right now, for the the first time in 25 years I am completely sober, and yet I’m sort of tripping! Going through what I believe is a spiritual breakthrough and I feel my true calling is on the spiritual side of things- psychic, healer, not sure what to call myself. I need to get my head around it though, it’s all a bit intense. I’ve done tarot readings for a while but I’m getting proper ‘messages’ now.
If anyone is interested in a reading/ healing, via distance send me a PM. Hope it’s ok to offer this (free of course).