Ur advice is very on point, and I can tell yoi iu that it may have saved me from a relapse, cuz I admit I have been thinking about it for a while. And I have been isolating ,and I don’t know what to do cuz I truly don’t want to fail. I don’t want to go back to that place anymore 
I need to work more than anything to maintain my sobriety
Please 
I don’t understand but I do know that I love where I am now.