There’s a good list of resources and podcasts here:
Welcome. I lived with my parents for a few years but hustled and worked everything including delivering newspapers and now I’m working sales, which is actually pretty nice after you get the hang of it. Don’t give up; stick with it. Try to stay grounded and find something you’re grateful for every day - it will help you see the value even in the moments that seem like failures (at least, on the surface: finding something to be grateful for will help turn that around).