Ended up getting trashed on new years. While i have been worse, i still feel a lot of regret. Ive been drinking again for the past month, i always use holidays as an excuse and ive got to stop. I will not drink today. I feel like i don’t even want to tell my spouse or parents about it right now because they probably wont believe me, as ive made this plan many times. So all i can do is prove it by showing my change. I want to sober for my child. For my spouse. For my parents and for my health. For my emotional state, we all deserve better. Thanks for reading.
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Don’t let it win, you have a great life to live! 
Welcome aboard 
Actions speak louder than words so show them rather than telling them and eventually they’ll start believing in you again.
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Good morning and Happy New Year!
Forgive yourself and move forward, it cannot be undone.
For me, it took me a good recovery program and the desire to be sober for ME. In rehab I got to the root of my need to drink, stuffing down emotions from my childhood, and then the healing, thus sobriety, could truly begin.
I’m happy to share I’ve been sober 3 years and 8 months. This can be done, This side is wonderful. God bless you and strengthen you for this journey. Your sister in sobriety, Jodi
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Happy new year as suggested try a recovery program it will make getting sober and staying sober easier. Desire and effort going into my 39 th year sober so it works if you work it wish you well
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