I relapsed 6 months ago after 2 months of sobriety … and again i was taken over by my ego thinking that everything is under control and that i can quit any time i choose … till i was hit with the fact that im at the very bottom of the hole of addiction … i told myself i will taper down then quit … i have been tapering down for 2 months now with no freaking result … my dose is still high and getting higher … now i decided … enough is ENOUGH … im taking my last dose now and resetting the counters … i will pay my bill and drink the withdrawals until the last drop … i have to do this … i have to … either quit … or die an addict … pray for me 
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Best of luck - take the first step and then put one foot in front of the other. Take it day by day and stay strong
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Throw it in the garbage, flush it . Stay strong @Dr.Lucifer you can beat this ! A prayer might help, and you atend in any group Na ? Its about time you starting to care of your body and mind. Stay positive and embrase life again you are Worth living in best possible way . Fingers crossed buddy
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Stay strong man!
Even though I feel the physical withdrawals of alcohol potentially is the worst, I think opiate addiction is the worst one mentally to overcome from seeing other addicts trying to quit.
You got this, and I’ll send prayers your way.
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@Dr.Lucifer
I will pray for you. I’m not terribly in with Jesus but you will make the right decision. One minute at a time if you have to.
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