I get off probation in a month and I’m afraid that I will fall off since I wont be drug tested anymore. It’s been giving me alot of anxiety and thoughts of using because of it. Anyone have any advice for me?
You have a clean slate. Don’t go near anything that might trigger a relapse. You must live a different life now. Check in here daily. Don’t take sobriety for granted.
It sounds like you need some type of accountability. I agree with @RBG, check in here daily. Here’s the link. Checking in daily to maintain focus #8
Congrats on making it all the way thru probation. You now must stay accountable to yourself. Integrity can save you.
The answer to that is don’t think about it. The more you build up your anxiety the more likely you are to do exactly what you fear.
Start setting a plan in place. Maybe look at AA/NA
Hang around in here.
But ultimately just take each day as it comes, it is the only day we have control over.
Don’t worry about tomorrow, next week or next month. Deal with each day as it comes.