I get this lol…this is a good way of looking at things…
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Have you ever gone to or considered going to an AA/NA meeting? I am neither spiritual nor religious but I still find the rooms to be quite helpful in terms of relating to a community!
You’re right, I’ll take mundane over the insanity of my past! Thanks for that perspective 
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I’ve never been to one in my life…usually when I become dependent on something I just ride it out until unfortunately my family intervene…I hate that I’ve exposed them to so much. But I feel much better today and I want to keep it thay way so they don’t worry anymore about me.
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It certainly wouldn’t hurt to look up locations of local meeting around you, or even look up online meetings, just to have in your back pocket in case
Yeah I’ve put my family through a lot of bullshit over the years too. Bailing me out of jail, paying for rehab, and just so much emotional stress I can’t even begin to quantify. Maintaining a healthy relationship with them is a good motivator to stay sober nowadays!