IAM now on day 12 completely clean from alcohol and cocaine.
I have got very little sleep these past few 12 days and I am felling emotionally and mentally drained.
Mood has been like a rollercoaster and I am very snappy
Now that IAM not using I feel IAM thinking alot more about how much money I owe for drugs and how I am going to be able to pay for it I don’t know yet it will take a while to get sorted…what’s making it harder is the amount of threats I am getting off people looking for there money is making me physically sick with worry at the the minute