First I love this community, feel bad for keep coming back, get a few days sober then weeks then Bang, all breaks loose, find a good mindset then all goes tits up, feeling of dispair, feeling I should listen to my gut instinct, I’m going to loose everything, I need to be the best version of me, alcohol, cocaine and Co codomol.
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Never feel bad for coming back here because it’s the best thing you can do for yourself and we’re in this together. Maybe feel bad for the relapses because it’s the worst you can do for yourself Laura.
Find all the help that you need and can get. And use it. We can’t do this alone. Online, face to face, or however whatever, we need our peers to make it through. I’m glad you’re here. Welcome back and take care.
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Dont feel bad for coming back Laura its really brave! You want better for yourself and your family but this shit is hard, we all know that. As Mno said we all need each other. Love and hugs to you 
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Thank you, I hate this roller coaster, that’s what it feels like,beat myself, how easily I give in, new job on the line again, cause of my constant sick days, no I’m thinking complete time out 6 to 12 months rehabilitation, I definitely need something
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I know ive said this before but if its constantly around u that needs addressing properly
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I know it’s very true, this shit is bloody hard, feeling crap, but things can get better I know
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Many people don’t get sober the first time around. That’s why trying again and coming back is important. With resolve and a plan…one day it sticks!!
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I’ve failed after a couple days, I’ve failed after a year. This doesn’t go away. For some of us drinking is dangerous.
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So this has to be it, I’ve lost my job, I feel awful absolutely horrible and need some help I believe, need help, can’t even get up to get washed or dressed, fed up sorry for this post
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Dont be sorry, youre here thats what counts
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Feeling anxious and like everything has been done to me to fuck me up, I guess that’s beer and drug effects
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Maybe it has…maybe this is your rock bottom Laura
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Good news is that the only way is up from here, u can do it lady i believe in u but u MUST get a proper plan in place
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Yes that is very true, I’m looking now for some, this is horrible hard stuff
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Drinking has always been around me, but the worst was 6 years ago loosing mom, I used it as a coping mechanism, drank so much, the worst thing I ever done, the longest sober I’ve been is 7 weeks in 6 years
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Im sorry to hear about your mum Laura thats really hard, i understand what its like to use it as a crutch for so long but u can do this, stay on here get as much support as u need…dont dissapear u cant do this alone, big hugs for u im here if u need me xxx
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Thank you x
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Need advice on a plan forward, just got myself showered and dressed, everything seems like a mission, feeling somwhat lost
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I can show u what i did if u want?xx
Yes please x
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