Welcome back. Stick around and don’t isolate - you should take time daily to connect and to open up emotionally with people in addiction recovery. You can do that in addiction groups (like the ones here), on Talking Sober, or both.
The checkin thread is helpful, as is the gratitude thread; and there’s the meme thread for laughs, and the foodies thread for sharing your fave meals, and many more threads for your interests. Build your sober interests and sober life! Addiction is about isolation - your only relationship is with the addiction. Sobriety and recovery are about connection, about building those healthy connections with other people and with yourself.