Children are pure joy and just loving life! Love this
Worked out. Took care of responsibilities. Ate healthy. Told family i love them
Fulfilled my responsibilities and did my recovery morning routine
Did my 11th step this morning, chaired a meeting, meditated and soon to do my nightly 10th step
kept myself busy cooking, baking and cleaning.
Yesterday I brought one of my bikes to the garage as the display wasn’t working correctly. It has an insurance which covers almost everything. It’s a new garage since I moved here only last year. So, blablabla, I have this and that problem: getting a paper, signing the paper.
Today coming back, already done they tell me to pay over 160 Euro me: what , how why. Him: see inspection was done 100 Euro. Me: already getting angry and saying: I didn’t ordered an inspection. Him: but you signed it. Me: going to pay to the store. Starting to complain about what I think when they do things I didn’t ask for. The lady didn’t know anything. Went back to the garage services and there was a lady coming this time and I explained it to her. On the bill there were like 10 different positions and in the middle the inspection. Legally they were right: I signed for it. I objected that honestly I don’t want to start verifying when I am there and explaining what needs to be done and they start adding things and I have to find this out like not trusting them. So, she was understanding and cancelled this position.
I think in active addiction I’d have just complained without going further, paying, feeling like a victim and then we’ll, getting drunk.
I am still a bit angry and ashamed I exploded but I stepped up for myself.
I didn’t drink.
I kept busy with general cleaning my home.
Worked my lil’ tukus off!
I remembered points of the inventory, first excersise, the stress my addiction caused. The list is very long. Thinking of it helped passing the cravings.
I took the long way round the park to the supermarket, spending about an hour outdoors in the sun.
Reminded myself how awful it was to be lost and unhappy.
Went to a women’s meeting in the park and saw my sponsor.
Prayed - prayed and cried a lot.
Walked six miles in the woods and got skunked at the lake.
the walk sounds lovely but the skunking does not - hope you have loads of tomato juice.
That sounds miserable, the crying part. Sober goodnight and I hope tomorrow is better for you.
Thank you - much better now on the crying front! feel relieved now.
Haha it wasn’t that kind of skunking. It means that I caught 0 fish.
i’m dying with laughter - thank you for that – my misunderstanding.