I woke up this morning to 2 things, 30 days of sobriety and the most intense cravings I’ve had in a few weeks. I know it’s crazy and it’s the addict in me but i actually had this thought that I’d feel instantly cured if i could hit 30 days. Especially after 20 years of never going more than a couple of days. I have known people with 30 years in the program to still have the occasional earth shattering cravings. Addiction is a disease that doesn’t go away. I have to come to grips with that. I have tools to help me live in sobriety but i can’t forget that I’m an addict. Thanks for letting me rant lol.
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I got tripped up by what I called the “One Month Meh” many times!! Don’t let it get you! Get over that hump