Welcome to the forum! Getting sober takes hard work and dedication, as you know. It also takes positive actions, an open mind, and willingness to follow the experience and suggestions of others.
There are lots of people here like me, former “hopeless cases”, and lots of people who have been able to get and stay sober before the truly dire consequences and loss of control over their lives set in. I believe you will find some folks whose recovery resonates with you.
Here’s a thread discussing your exact situation! We’ve been through it ourselves and I hope reading it helps you.