I’m very grateful for the mistakes I’ve made. Do I wish I had the foresight to make better decisions in the first place? Well, it would have made things a lot easier, but no. If not for mistakes I would still be in the same frame of mind. Just because I didn’t get caught doesn’t make me less of an addict, it just means that my manipulation skills were on point with my will to drink. In this moment of purgatory while I await seeing the results of how my loved ones will choose to react to my mistakes i remember one thing… I cannot control what others feel and do.
hello and welcome, with that insight and a bit of work your gonna be OK. I wish you well on your journey