The root cause

I started thinking today about what actually started my want for sexual satisfaction which led to a masturbation addiction. Initially, I decided it must have been one of those movies which were not age appropriate but I viewed anyway. But as I continued reflecting I realized that my older cousin making me engage in sexual acts with her was most likely the root cause. I remembered that this happened way before anything else and at a very young age. I don’t recall exactly how old I was but I think I was between 5-7 years old. In truth I’ve gotten past it and forgiven her for it but it still affects me till this day. I keep thinking that maybe if it didn’t happen, I wouldn’t be struggling with masturbation today. In the end I am responsible for my actions which is why I’m taking responsibility to break my addiction so help me God.

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No matter how or when this started, there is a way to freedom. I’m here if you need someone to listen.

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Thank you so much

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The beauty of this app is we don’t ever have to do it alone. Glad you’re here.

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Thanks for having me