Thank you so much for the support it’s really amazing 
Oh my god I could’ve written this! The blackouts are the WORST! That deep anxiety of just not knowing what the hell you did. Checking your phone (if you’ve not lost it) for messages of people telling you you’re an arsehole. Seeing you’ve called people at 3am with zero recollection of what you did. Not even knowing how you got home.
Oh and the blackouts at home too. You think you can just drink safely at home, then you wake up at 11am fully clothed on the bed not knowing what time you passed out. I look at other people and don’t understand how I go from sober to drunk with no in between. Nothing. Sober then shit faced.
God we put ourselves in some horrendous situations, it’s genuinely scary and I’m sometimes surprised I’ve actually got this far in life.
Kudos on taking this step, you’ll be great at this sober stuff I know it 
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That pretty much sums it up! Definitely no in between, just not someone who can drink alcohol and not regret it, it’s a hard pill to swallow but I know I need to accept it and not for one second think I can go back.
Thank you for the kind words, I’m going to try and be great at it like you said 
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On day 5 and I’ve still got the hangxiety from the weekend, but I’m feeling strong , I’m feeling commited to not drinking this weekend and just taking it a day at a time
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You are doing so good @nicki123 ! Looks like you are down for a great weekend!! Keep us informed
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Thank you so much it’s Saturday afternoon UK time , currently just trying to keep myself busy with chores and going to try and do some coursework, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t thinking about it but will try and push through!
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Push through it, you can do it . @nicki123 You will be happier with yourself if you stay strong. You are halfway through the day. Get to bed sober tonight and wake up hangover free.
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Hey Nicki! Just checking up, how’s everything going?
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Hello! Just checking up on my fellow Nicki! I hope your week is going well