This is so hard... 4am no sleep first night

So here it is 4am… Laying next to my wife… She is asleep and I am wide awake suffering and its only getting worse… Now the tears are setting in. Feeling alone… This sux… I feel like I am just waiting to give up now… Waiting till my guy is awake… Fml… Why am I not strong enough?

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You are not alone.
This does indeed suck.
Don’t give up.
You are strong enough.

It really does get better.
Go well

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Come on man this is the first night of four that you have to do this for. It will be hell, but that 4 days of hell will be the last 4 days you have to feel this way. Keep posting on here and do everything you can to not use for the next 5 days. We are all here for you.

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You are here and you are expressing how you feel…that is pretty darn strong. Go easy on yourself, recovery is tough.

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Talk to us my man. Keep using the app.

Keep at it and you will find that you are strong enough my friend.
Yes it’s shit at first, but we have to get the stuff out of our bodies.
Keep at it, dig deep, stay strong, and life will get so much better.

If recovery was easy, everyone would be doing it. Stay strong and remember, once you get through the tough part, you’ll never have to feel this way again. Please don’t give up!! It’s really worth it!!

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