40 days clean and counting but my thinking process is playing games. Feeling like I deserve 1 night of celebration after working 2 jobs and kickin ass for almost a month now.
Wish I could indulge once a month like some people and not get hooked into the weekly almost everyday binge…
Unfortunately we can’t get rewarded that way, but there are many other ways to reward yourself. Shopping, spa, a trip, a nice night out.
I’m right there with you. Day 39 and it’s actually getting harder not easier. Been here before as this is about my fourth try at this. Stay strong it’s not worth starting over.