You could revisit this question in a year or two after you have learned how to live a happy and contented life without alcohol. But for now, stop drinking, and develop tools to experience all the ups and downs of life in a responsible manner.
" I’d rather go through life sober believing I’m an alcoholic, than go through life drunk trying to convince myself that I’m not" – Anonymous
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