I feel guilty, I took her for granted, I remember times I was grumpy or telling lies and I just wish I had another chance.
Please let there be an afterlife because I couldn’t bare the thought of never being with her again.
I’m so scared I never will.
I’m working on my spirituality and connecting with my higher power.
I have to believe something, otherwise I couldn’t bare it.
I love her so so very much
for my wife.
sober today