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Noshame
Am addicted to masturbation. I started young and never stopped.
My wife has even cought. It was something for me to remember for right now
My mom knew
Shes scarred i can guess
She would run antivirus on my computer and see absolutely everything i looked at when i was a young kid
No more
No more porn or masterbation
I have a wonderful hot wife so its like, why would i even do it.
The reason
Its quick and easy
Yeah
Im not going to mention this in my check ins but i promise you that if i “pick up” this terrible drug it will brought to attention here.
There are others here addicted to thing like this and ill be hounest with myself and them. Being hounest with myself is good enough but i want to practice being accountable for this
My names matt and im a addict to drugs, alcohol and yes today i want to say im also addicted to masturbation
You’re in great company and off to a great start. PMO is a complex addiction. Hopefully with the right combination of professional help and positive support, you’ll be able to maintain and stack those days!
Right now im just doing what i say all the time which is dont pick up no matter what
When i was 4years old i got a 2° burn all down my chest and stomach and a 3° burn on my chest from spilling boiling hot chocolate on myself pulling it off the counter, during a terrible snow storm. My clothes were melted to me and if i wasnt looking upward and it ladeded on my head or face my life would be altered completely.
This is one reason i think i have addiction and the issues i have as a adult
Another reason is
From age 2 to 14 i had urinary tract reflux which required checks through using a catheter every year in the summer. One day it was healed and i never needed to go back. Im now 35 years old
me too buddy. You’re not alone, I’ve reset my counter so many times! I even started to justify it for a few weeks. Now I’m back and it’s day 5! I won’t elaborate too much because I don’t want to trigger anyone but yea, I have to hold myself accountable as well.
Sence i quit this addiction i have found that there will always be addiction in the human mind
Humans have curiousity
That curiousity may lead to dependence
Depence leads to addiction
Addiction can also be a good thing
Depending on excersise
Eating healthy
Treating youself good
Quitting a new addiction while knowing how to quit addiction (give or take) is mind blowing
me too buddy. You’re not alone, I’ve reset my counter so many times! I even started to justify it for a few weeks. Now I’m back and it’s day 5! I won’t elaborate too much because I don’t want to trigger anyone but yea, I have to hold myself accountable as well.