As a starter, I guess I would like to say my sincere gratitude for everyone that has been so kind replying to my last topic here. It is a great pleasure and relief knowing that I am accepted and that I am not alone. It is also a great sight to see that this community is still giving the same warmth to each other just as I remembered. Your supports and your ‘personal why’ is so valuable to me that I am finally able to grasp the fact that I am not alone and that the journey that I am going to make -again- is indeed needed and important.
Although the direct impact that this activity brings will only affect me, but I think it is a very good start, since everything starts from ourselves anyway -me in this case. Besides, being almost twenty one, my urge to change the world slowly decreases, not because I don’t believe that the world doesn’t need or even deserve change, but, because I believe changing the world can only be started if one can change him/herself first, and I guess that’s what I’m gonna do.
There’s no other choice really. Seeing myself turning from a porn addict to a potentially severe sex addict is already a big disappointment, so I shouldn’t let it worsen. Wish me luck, fellas. May we are always blessed with the power to do the right thing.